hey blog.
was raining cats &dogs earlier this morning.
sch'ed, ended early. then home.
8-10am, was trying real hard to pay attention i guess. ok lah, at least smth got into my brain.
10-11am. oh, still doing well.
11-12pm. that teacher was doing storytelling, sleepy.
school basically doesnt rocks.
well, im judging it base on the modules nt on friends
oh wells, im still having holiday mood .
evening,
met up w rene, shan &loys for dinner at ajisen.
usual crappings &laughters.
wells, this is jus so random,
like wht ive mention earlier on,
this's the only place whr i rant my displeasures on.
been on the search for the real me.
the true germaine, ive lost to 4years back.
since then, everything's diff.
nth's the same anymore.
not even me.
surprisingly, the thought hits me just like a lightning strikes upon a tree.
tormenting hur? sad to say, but true.
been experiencing all the ups &downs.
yet, its another eye opener for me.
another level higher for me to look upon from above.
to judge by myself &to gain smthg from it.
the truth hurts, everyone says that.
every piece it came from's a valuable lesson taught to me.
i nvr stopped learning since.
its like a loophole, goin thru the same thing again &again.
getting nowhere. until you found the cause of it.
its hard pretending to be ohkay when you kno youre not.
deep down inside, everything's all caught up.
friends were there, but i couldnt speak.
not i dont want to, i dont know how to.
damn,
it so complicated the way things were.
i so think i should just step outta it.
no use pondering.
i guess i shall work my ass off &get ching-ching rollin in.
im much happier this way. fullstop.
ciaos!
fall back down?
i wish im not pinning on false hopes.
maine ,Yours Truely. Monday, October 22, 2007 link to post