was awake by few messages and 5 missed calls. rushing to get myself prepared, took 155 went to meet daniel, xian neng and neal. upon rching they were like 'wah very early hors, what time are we suppose to meet ars?' sorry! i was late hee. was supposed to meet at 10.30 but i appeared only at 12.15 hees, i din mean to, all because daniel din confirm the timing with me so i continued slping. paiseh. took 80 to chinatown(chi-na town, the way neal said - funny sia) ; chinese heritage museum. u guys must be wondering na li de feng ba wo chui dao na li(how come i was there)? lols. no lars, actually daniel's project need him so write a 500 words essay on stuffs bout there, and he wanted us to accompany him. so we agreed, hees. anyway he paid fer our entrance fee THKS! (: saw houyun, he's working there. nvr seen him for ages le, he really changed alot. the way he speak to me was.. nah nvm. went into the museum, learn alot of interesting stuffs about the past. RATING: FUN!
after that we headed fer maxwell market, cus dan and xn wanted to munch on something which i forgotten the name of it. something make of dough wrapped with red bean, and is salty, hahas. rest fer awhile, took a bus down to suntec convention hall ; the contemporary asian art fair. wanted to purchase tickets but it ended up to be FREE ADMISSION for students, lalala, so good! went in saw lots of nice paintings, but the prices are not cheap lor, there's this particular painting i liked very much is the one with the water vapour, mms really envy those artist that can draw so well. RATING: FUN! FUN! it reminded me of the past, i regretted the way i handled with my N level art, it really sucks lols.
was quite tired and hungry, so we strolled to marina sq, i ordered LongJohnSilver to share wit them. ard 6plus, took a bus back lorong N, went home fer cousin bdae celebration. as fer dan and xn, they headed for their fren's hse, same area also.
im so tired today. =( unwanted topics were brought up by my dad, sometimes i just hate my parents alot alot. when will u all be able to let me go? im 18 for goodness sake I AM 18!! argh. nowadays the way u 2 control everything of me was way beyond my limits. and its getting more and more ridiculous. i've changed myself alr, what else u want me to do. treat me alil better, before i do something to make u 2 regret, if i sound un-persuasive, let me tell u i really mean it this time round. i swear.
NIGHTS PEOPLE!
p/s to dan, xn, and neal, i enjoyed myself today, thks fer the PINK DOLPHIN too! xp
maine ,Yours Truely. Saturday, September 30, 2006 link to post
just finish watching bai fen bai, NICE NICE NICE(:
er. i missed today's meeting again xp. cus of some reasons. so i was home the whole day packing packing and packing my room again. dead tired now. gave a missed on lunch, cus i had a heavy breakfast prepared by myself, and most imptly, im on a diet! hees. need to jian fei, if not those guys will start suan-ing me and aloy le. hees. k la, stop here le, nth much to blog bout today.
in life u're all that matters ; worthwhile?
all of a sudden, i felt that everything was missing from u.
GONE
maine ,Yours Truely. Friday, September 29, 2006 link to post
was bored this afternn, so i created a blog fer wenhui, smart me yea. hees. and its like so mean of her to mention of me in her blog of being a kpo, hahahs, eh wenhui in d end u also appreciate fer wht i've done fer u also lor. lols. talk so much. so noisy hahahhs. then went edit aloy's blogskin too.
lalala, to daniel, fredrick, xianneng, eric, chengpoh. thanks fer coming down to my area! was bored without the accompany of u guys at first. hees. chatted lots os stuffs bout the SPI, the ghostly stuffs. *goosebumbs* anyway really sorry that i din accompany u guys fer supper as i promised, its all because of my dad, its too late, and he wants me to go hm earlier as i've been going till very late fer the past few days. anyway will meet u guys up on thurs to teo heng ya. miss the karaoke sessions lots with u guys also hahahhs.
mms bored, jus recieved a msn msg from shufang, saying that tmr got community service at 9.45, oh damn it, lucky she reminded me, i almost forgotten all bout it. blur me! but hors its kind of early lor. missed the last session, and i cannot miss tmr meeting again.
er. need to catch up with my slp now.
tata peeps! (:
ooh xmei and elin i miss u 2 gerls alot suddenly, lets meet up soon ya (:
GONE
maine ,Yours Truely. Friday, September 29, 2006 link to post
TUES?
was at hm till evening, went wisma to meet aloy first, got nail polish(s) at sasa, and a new bag from cineleisure, mameemoo. pretty cute. continued shopping, then went up level 6 to meet dan, eric and clique fer movie. at first we wanted to watch little man, but in the end we caught 9pm de MIAMI VICE, its nice lar. worth it! hees. after show, took 14 down to katong fer supper at HONGKONGCAFE. saw one of the members of superband;SOUL. after quite awhile he was like standing up to dance, LMAO. wth was he doing?? hahahhs, funny. ((= walk home slowly with those LAME guys.
TODAY?
woke up at 12, packed my room fer awhile. mum cooked some extra special delicious soup today, was told to bring some fer my grandma, so took a short stroll to lorong N, pass the soup to grandma, chatted with my grandma, nephews and cousin. cousin drove me hm fer lunch. after lunch continued packing my room.
lalala~
that's it fer me today.
go watch bai fen bai! (:
tata!!
GONE
maine ,Yours Truely. Wednesday, September 27, 2006 link to post
3 cheers fer HARDY MIRZA!! (: (: (:
i love his singing to bits! <3
early afternn went to meet aloy, she accompanied me to register fer the driving thingy. din bring my specs out. checking of eye-sight, cant see those teeny weeny alphabets. so malu, hees. paid 158.25bucks fer the school package, so exp and i still dont have the interest in learning lo.
went straight home, bought gigi to the vet, trim her nails and butt fur, cus her poops keep sticking at her fur, and that's eeeeeh disgusting lor. paid 10 buck fer her grooming stuffs, bought her hm, bathe her.
continued with online shopping, hees. quite fun and addictive sia.
need to change aloy blogskin now.
tata!
GONE
maine ,Yours Truely. Monday, September 25, 2006 link to post
ooh i saw jason yst while im at ubi to register the driving thingy, he's having his practical exams fer motorbike. after that went to the nearby coffee shop sit down chat chat, realising that i wld rather love my last yr class hahahhs. then we took a cab, he send me down to alijunied crescent then he went fer work. thanks jason! then went to find dan he giving tuition to a pri6 boy MATHS, hahahhs. went to meet cp kelvin eric boonseng zhiwei at mac some of them studying, around evening all go play bball. after dat jerry came down then they continued playing lor. then i went hm with WH ard 9plus. once i rch hm i immediately rush fer the toilet. then went to watched shi zi lu kou, dam FUNNY. went to play mahjong again hees.
wah yst whole day having diarrhoea, stomach so damn pain, till this morning still having diarrhoea, wah sian today actually meeting loy but stomach really cant take it le, so have to postpone to tmr, sorry gerl! xp
jus came back from east coast park, went there to meet kerlyn and her bro, she bought her dog along, hees. so cute went there fer dinner with my parents also.
PEOPLE vote for HARDY MIRZA, he's the best!!! <3
GONE
maine ,Yours Truely. Sunday, September 24, 2006 link to post
yst evening i went to met WH and dessmond fer the yellow ribbon concet thing, at the first thought it was like kinda lame, but after everything, the meaning was there, GIVING EX-CONVICTS A 2nd CHANCE. the whole concert was pretty meaningful and emo hahahhs. thay had singer like kelly poon, chen wei lian, nathan hartono (oh he's so handsome!) hees. rched hm ard 11 played online mahjong till late midnight. so fun.
and fer today, its so disturbing, actually wanted to slp longer but noise coming from those kids outside the swimming pool playing ard makes me feel irritated, as my room is like so near the pool. kids are cuties, but thay can give me damn headaches xp
anyway later i meeting up wenhui go apply for the driving thing, boreds, i dont even have the least interest in it, i apply for it because MY DAD FORCE ME TO LA!! he's like so mean lor, keep forcing me to do stuffs that i dont like. really cant understand why parents always like to force thier children to do this and that, i noe that there's always a reason fer everything, but cant u jus wait till i have the will to learn driving, then, i'll go apply fer it, it pointless fer u to push me all the way to apply now, no motivation = no aim to pass,i might keep failing theory lor. argh! super bored bored bored!! still have to study fer theory.
i wanna go shopping later, hees ((: shopping really keep gerls happy, but shopping without money is the painful part. hahahhs.
tata peeps. takecares.
GONE
maine ,Yours Truely. Saturday, September 23, 2006 link to post
hars, something really funny happen to me and wenhui today lols. we kena 'sacked' by someone by the name of NORA from BIG, argh! super 'demoralizing' lols and that's the fcuk-iest thing that happen in my life, wth sia!! this is what she said " who's your boss? call your company now and say that NORA asked u two to leave" hello dont come and talk big here. its obvious that im not the staff there and i DONT have to wear BIG's uniform fer goodness sake! and get this clear, im jus a promoter from ----. fer the past 2 mths,we've been wearing home clothes, and NO ONE ever came to talk to us like the way u did, cant u jus talk nicely??maybe we might try forgiving u but u're still using mean words on us! what an idiot! and she thinks that we'll get angry. oh pls we'r like 'duh! are done with your prayers?' hars, wenhui kept laughing when that B**** reprimanded us, she was laughing at her eyebrows, hahahhs LAME. crap sia. then, the manager of BIG came over to kpo, and this is what he said " alright, im not here to side anyone right now, why not u 2 jus go home and get changed and come back fer work later?' see see see the manager is so nice , he's better than u NORA! so we just went to sign out and got out of BIG in front of her. hees. the security guard was like ' wah! u 2 very good hors, work 45 mins can go home alr ars?' and we were like still laughing bout her eyebrows, LMAO! wondering whether we shld go back on sat? working in BIG is a biggest mistake ever. EWWW it sucks!
so we went town (: called CP down, fred was working at taka, so went to meet him fer quick lunch, then we went shopping fer daniel's belated X3 present. hees. we spend like more than hundred on his pressie, BROKE! xp
after hours and hours of shopping, we took a cab down to dan's hse, passed him his present. oh god his hse is always in a mess! lols. while chatting i helped wenhui to paint her nails, cus the way she paint hahahhs, awful! hees.(gerl, if u happen to read this, no offence ya, u know it!) hahahhs. came home early fer dinner with my bro, cus mum and dad is out fer a wedding dinner, i guess so.
what a day! =))
tata!
that's the pressie we bought fer daniel, ooh i love the belt! hees.
we were laughing at this guy's hair while shopping at CINE muahahhs
CP treat us eat ice cream - green tea<3 yummy!
secretly took a pic of wenhui while she's slping at dan's bed hahahs. wht an ugly sight lols.
GONE
maine ,Yours Truely. Thursday, September 21, 2006 link to post
Boo! im back from work. work was ok today, as usual lots of craps from wenhui, hahahhs ((= mms we had mac fer lunch declared end of work early ourselves hees, clever rites? then when to shoppe alil at habourfront took 80 hm, saw kanghui chat alil and i realised he had the same job as fred hahahhs, what a small world. i alighted at alijunied crecsent , went to meet daniel and fred. anyway im alil hungry now, gotta find something to munch munch, hees.
tata!
GONE
maine ,Yours Truely. Wednesday, September 20, 2006 link to post
SUNDAY.
went fer work, BIG was in a mess, there's a sales till 24 sept. non-stop crowd.
cashiers counter NOT ENOUGH!! lols. all sorts of kiasu customer, typical singaporeans. whatever. anyway ended work alil later than usual, went katong fer supper with daniel n clique. ate the same item as neal, minced beef spaghetti with lots of cheese hees. so nice. hars, thks fer the recommendation hees (:
TODAY.
actually can sleep alil later, but got 2 missed calls from the bbq thingy, because i haven confirm my order from them, argh! tmr's class bbq i have yet to settle everything, got lots of las min changes to decide. luckily i manages to settle everything le, hope everything, especially the weather to be fine xp but too bad my decisions made andy gonna suffer with all his home meals like hotdogs, chicken wings and nuggets hahahhs =))
afternn din get to do anything, painted my nails purple n toenails green adding on with 5 fake diamonds hahahhs! had takeaway chicken rice cus mummy was too busy to cook, eeh the chicken rice sucks. no meat at all only bones n skin, poor skinny skinny chicken. but the chilli sauce was a lil special from other. quite tasty.
gotta go find something to do before my mum starts screaming like " MAINE! can u just find something to help out in the hse since u're having a holiday?!? " oh i just hate that sentence, mummy wont u just let me have my own time lazing ard pls,jus fer today. lols
packed schedule ahead!
dead-
GONE
maine ,Yours Truely. Monday, September 18, 2006 link to post
came back from andy's chalet.
it was like drizzling, so we get andy to get us a aluminium tray so that we can bbq in the shelters, and the others was like bbq-ing in the rain lols. everything went smoothly. FUN
that me and wenhui bbq-ing in the shelters hahahhs.
me in pink, still starting the fire, hees.
a clear pic of me, whereas a blur vision of wenhui xp
as fer today going to catch a movie, hopefully its worth the money, after that evening going airport fetch daddy back =)
tata!
GONE
maine ,Yours Truely. Saturday, September 16, 2006 link to post
mms just came back from town. went fer dinner, pepper lunch @ taka. YUMYUM
saw FELIX! he jus ended work, wah he getting more and more handsome lor, even WH also think so. hahahhs xp then went to heeren, went urban male to get andy's present, then i saw xianneng with his frens. and i also saw that someone, diaos so so so arrogant! pls lor i noe dat u're very pretty but no need lidat de lor, lols. whatever, i dont have the need to get so angry anyway hahahhs. later on after buying his pressie, went to far east to meet desmond and his fren, sat at gelare without ordering anything hars, talk fer awhile then jiu went off le. then went marriot hotel to get mooncakes fer my parents, hees im such a good gerl! lols, guess what i got 20% off, cus im a M1 user. =)) so its like 32dollars fer 8pcs. lalala its so much cheaper. took mrt home, tireds.
oh ya another bdae wish,
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY ANDY!!
mms tmr going to his chalet.
maine ,Yours Truely. Thursday, September 14, 2006 link to post
exams finally over, sch holis start le. from 14SEPT till 16OCT.
kind of diff to enjoy myself cus din do very well fer exams, hope 3 weeks later when my result slip is out, it wont be a FAIL! lols. pray hard.
anyway its 12.35am now and i wanna wish someone, hees.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUFANG!! (: lols
one year older le, speak proper english and learn not to let others "shoot" you so easily yars, hees. mms tmr going out with WH and clique help her celebrate.
lalala~ craps.
my sechdule fer Sept holis is like packed!! there's so many things fer me to do, and this shows that im a BUSY WOMAN hahahhs. luckily Oct's schedule haben packed up yet, but will soon to, hees.
its late, gotta go orh X2 le, finally its time fer me tuh replenish back all my energy, cus as fer the past few days i've been busy studying till late midnight lols.
and its up to u guys to believe it anot hees xp
tata ppls!
GONE
maine ,Yours Truely. Thursday, September 14, 2006 link to post
revision, revision, revision.
oh i miss yufang alot, long time neb see her, while revising we were like talking bout guys and everything lols. she getting cuter and cuter, hees.
and that xn came only in the evening, hars, guess wht he came straight from sch and once i saw him i laugh like nobody's business cus his color combination of his 'salesman' uniform was like hell damn funny lors, hahahs. yellow top with maroon tie, lols the sch really color-blind sia give this type of uniform hars.
dots. and he din really practise on his accts lor, he even had a bread war with loy hahhas, wanna see?? come find me hahahs! SMILES =)) fancy quarrlling over a piece of bread wth!! and he even started zi lian-ing lor, LAME LAME LAME. hahahs
hahhas xp me yufang n loy got the same mec pencil but diff colors. took this pic cus felt alil tired,and i took it out of laughter peace n joy hahhas.
hahhas we're the fans of Sony Erricson! cool! we even got the same brand of hp hees.
FUNFUNFUN.
how many IF ONLY are we entitled to in this life?..
GONE
maine ,Yours Truely. Tuesday, September 12, 2006 link to post
yst evening loy n xianneng came over to my place, taught them accts. kinda stressed up while teaching them cus....long story. anyway after they left ard 11pm, its my turn for my own revision. anyway fer my BFD paper yst, its a gone case le, i din do most of the ques, so tired, its only when i came out of the hall then i realised i din finished up the paper, OMG wht was i thinking about?? hais. im sucha dumb-ass! and this time round its really a C fer my papers ): sads
waiting fer loy, xn , and yufang to come... studying accts again.
tmr las paper, good luck peeps, and to myself. no more repeition of wht happened yst. i swear! (:
tata.
GONE
maine ,Yours Truely. Tuesday, September 12, 2006 link to post
there's this midnight show "I AM SAM" on channel 5 las night which i wanna comment about, oh mine, it's a very meaningful show lor. if i have the chance to watch it again, i might jus cry one more time. its about a story of a disabled man with the mental capacity of a 7 year old who faces a hearing to regain custody of his lil gerl, whose been taken away from his social services. and his attorney who defends him also finds herself learning profound lessons about parenting. really hate those "bad ppl" in the show that keeps seperating him n his daugther, thou his has a lil of mental probs, but this doesnt stop him from loving his daughter. as least he still have the basic knowledge of working real hard to earn lotsa money to buy a new apartment for them to live in comfortably. but why? this world is really selfish, ppl always cant get wht they long wanted to have.
din getta slp well, got a scolding from my dad in the early morning , cus i forgotten to help him setup the main functions n temperature of every compartment of the new refrigerator. damn him, i mean hey im sick and im trying to study real hard fer my exams, why mus u always ask me to do those funny complicated stuffs like setting the new phone setting the printer and now the refrigerator WTH!.
seriously u want me to do well in my studies then why cant u all jus leave me alone n stop yelling at me to do this n that, didi's having his holis why don u jus ask him to help out, instead of watching the tv, playing com n everything! pls give him some random stuffs to do instead of slacking, that's so unfair =X
sighs, life's really tough fer me.
anyway enoughh of the emo thingy, going back to my revision fer tmr's paper.
wish me luck ppl! =)
maine ,Yours Truely. Sunday, September 10, 2006 link to post
Went to the doc. Got my medicine.
Met someone whom I haven't seen for several months.
Back then, I dismissed his attitude towards me as something normal.
However, after today's meeting,
I guess I can somewhat affirm my suspicions.
His probings, his double-meaning words, his invitation..
Hate his intentions
Everything is just.. wrong.
I don't like the feeling.
Sometimes i see so much repeats in my life.
So many cyclical patterns that seem so familiar as time passes.. and i realised that if i didn't conquer my fear and that of that the situation, it'll come back to me again a few years later.
i can run but I can't hide.
This time round, i'm going to climb back on my feet.
i'm not going to let the circumstances get the better of me.
it won't. because i am determined to live life right this time. and no more hiding and shielding of myself. if it takes alot more truth hurting to make me stronger.. than i guess, i'll face it. yep. i shall.
i find myself all alone, with a hungry stomach, a dizzy head, and a mind that has gone out of town.
i want to get out of this mood and be happy again, but somehow i can't. maybe, i should go do something bout it.
Oh i so so wanna recover fast, hate the flu, sore throat n everything, which is obviously no like to be sick lor. hais.
TOTALLY LOST
GONE
maine ,Yours Truely. Saturday, September 09, 2006 link to post
a picture taken to show how messy is my table when im studying.
damn it, i got a total of 15 chtp to memorise fer this mon's BFD.
wah very stressed ars, lols.
went youtube and i found 2 video which make me laugh alot. hahahhas=))
it made me felt pretty relaxed now.
jolin teaches her dance moves
Mengzhe n JR dances jolin's WuNiang
diaos, JR dance until like kena possesed by a female ghost lidat lols. CUTEsia
ENJOY!
maine ,Yours Truely. Saturday, September 09, 2006 link to post
"Finally" im SICK! and i really meant finally.
down with a cold, n im also having asore throat, means FEVER coming!! ahh! irritating.
studies, family stuff n everything, ooh i feel like im gonna faint any min of my life. life is so tiring. 48 hrs a day isnt enought fer me. there's so much things to do. examinations getting nearer n nearer..
my movtivation of going to sch is getting lower n lower cus there's always las min cancellation of lesson, damn it. how am i suposed to concentrate?? ITE life really sucks big time, especially fer some teachers. they're monsters! lols, hahahhs im being very bad critising them, im sorry, but too bad its the truth.
and then there's this pervertic guy in sch. ill. dont wish to elaborate on him.
going back fer my rest.
GONE
maine ,Yours Truely. Thursday, September 07, 2006 link to post
ohh! finally the renovations are done im back to my own room, i've been suffering fer the past 3mths, living in my cousie's living rm, hahhhas. i LOVE my room so so much! fer the past few days have been packing cleaning and doing almost everything.
so tiring sia. waking up fer sch was the tiring part, that's why im always late fer sch. next week will be having my big big examinations. im scared! especially accts. sch holis will be starting next week too on the 14sept till 15oct. gonna work, shoppe, and enjoy life hees. but firstly i've to STUDY.
if someone took away something you would ever lived for, how far would you go to get it back?
GONE
maine ,Yours Truely. Wednesday, September 06, 2006 link to post